Did you know when you immigrate you family could been killed and switched to the … complete strangers? Yes. This is exactly what happened to me: I left and when I came back - everyone was gone, but actors replaced my relatives. I was clueless. For over 30 years. Until last year.
When I decided to do DNA test. Just to find out: people pretending to me my sister and mother are complete strangers. I am German predominantly. They happened to be … half-Jewish. I spend years visiting people who had nothing to do with me, spending my money on them, wasting my life, often giving up my own kids and care to help them. I have no idea who I was helping all of these years. Apparently my family were possibly murdered almost 30 years ago, but no one could not have imagined something like this could ever happen. It reminded me a story from “Jupiter Ascending” movie - immigration family was murdered before they could leave. Did Scientologist killed them? Probably. I should have known and “ring the alarm” in 2010, when my grandmother and then ancle, were murdered by her JW caregiver in Murom, Russian who also stolen all of our inheritance with a fake paperwork. But I did not care much for the inheritance at the time and let it go.
The only thing I wish for? I wish I would have done this test in 1999. I lived a “Fake” life. I would have relocated to Germany years ago instead. I did contact German PD to let them know, that people from Heidelberg, who pretending to be my family members are fake. Let German PD figure out who they are. I can care less. My family is gone. I will spend the rest of my life in the solitude of my mind. I will pay back everyone, next lifetime. After all - this is exactly why we are continuously reborn in Samsara - desire of revenge. Consciously.
